June
12, I am heading into a deep dive writing retreat for ten days. In thinking
about what I want to work on in the writing retreat, this writing about the
beginnings of Temenos Center spontaneously emerged. I am also in deep listening for guidance about the
upcoming Temple for September 2015- May 2016. The emergent theme and holding
vessel for that temenos of Sacred
Feminine Initiation is "Divine Arrangement: Being With What Is, As
It Is, Whatever It Is." {What else is there??!!}
I think the Hindu Goddess Kali is the Queen of this cauldron, for she is both the destroyer of what is not truth and the midwife of Absolute Truth. She lifts the veils, allows them to burn so we can truly see what is as it is, beyond limited consciousness. The temenos is where we learn to carry the fire and not get burned—a koan instruction I was given by an African shaman in a ‘big dream’ three weeks or so prior to my first initiatory Kundalini awakening in 1982.
The drawing above is the logo that I
was guided to use on the first lavender flyers I sent out announcing the
Temenos Center and its upcoming offerings. The image was drawn by a male friend
from a beautiful smokey gray metal Art Deco sculpture that was gifted to me by
a woman friend in celebration of the emergence of the Temenos Center in
Bethesda, Maryland. I saw this beautiful, strong-bodied, dark goddess as a
symbol of the courageous Amazon within us, with her shield, her un-guarded
body, and her clarion, calling to women to come and discover the Sacred
Feminine within. Over these 32 years, she has certainly fulfilled her purpose
even though her image has not appeared in print for a long time. It is
significant that she has emerged from the shadows with her clarion to call once
again, as I am feeling the Call to reach new women, as well as women who have
been in the temple in past years, for this upcoming Temple.
I was cleaning out my file cabinet
and found a hefty cache of colorful old flyers from the early days of the
Temenos Center. Temenos means
"sacred space" in Greek, and refers to a particular place within the
ancient healing temples. In The Woman's Encyclopedia of Myths and
Secrets (1983), Barbara Walker writes that a parcel of property was a temenos, "land belonging to the
moon," i.e., to woman. I have since come to understand that a temenos is an actual alchemical vessel where
polarities come together in the alchemical fire of transformation, heaven and
earth meet, the spiritual fire burns away whatever limits our consciousness of who
and what we truly are—Love—and the archetypal energies dance wildly and intensely
toward the inner Sacred Marriage, the realization of the Great Heart, and the birth
of the realization that we are Love.
I think the Hindu Goddess Kali is the Queen of this cauldron, for she is both the destroyer of what is not truth and the midwife of Absolute Truth. She lifts the veils, allows them to burn so we can truly see what is as it is, beyond limited consciousness. The temenos is where we learn to carry the fire and not get burned—a koan instruction I was given by an African shaman in a ‘big dream’ three weeks or so prior to my first initiatory Kundalini awakening in 1982.
When I found this unexpected
treasure of old flyers, I was in utter delight as I read and re-membered the
events and the many women who have spent time in the temenos as far back as 1983. That is when I was guided to give the
name ‘Temenos Center’ to what I thought at the time was just the name of my
business. I apparently didn’t read the fine print as I did not know that I was
signing on for the stewardship of an alchemical vessel and a women’s mystery
school. While I had read about these things existing in ancient times, I had no
idea that they existed here and now in our times or that this was the destiny
of the Temenos Center and my path in the world.
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